Waiting and still waiting

On Monday I e-mailed our social worker about a little girl that that we were interested in.  She said that the little girl "N" had already been placed.  I asked about the other two little girls we had requested information about last week and she said that they had been placed with someone else too.  {sigh....}  Really?!

I know, I know in God's perfect time. 

I finally had a breakdown yesterday, after expressing my frustrations to our social workers supervisor. While I was supposed to be at a meeting for Back to School night, I sat in my office and sobbed.  This isn't fun.  I know it will be worth it, at least that's what we keep telling ourselves.  Someday, right?

God's working on our patience and endurance I suppose someday when we get our daughter those are characteristics that we will need to raise a teenage girl. 

This to shall pass.